Back in December I resumed my writing journey in a serious manner. By the end of January I had a little over 14 pages worth of a one woman show about living with my disability. I built a foundation of structure for creative output, whatever that meant.
I am still creating although my articles and podcasts haven’t been quite as frequent.
If you are familiar with Human Design at all, my makeup consists of being a Manifesting Generator with my Incarnation Cross being the “Left Angle Cross of Distraction (56/60 | 27/28)” so that combo leads to start and stop projects solely from fatigue.
In numerology this shows up as my 55 Aura Energy and my numbers making my Mental Plane the most active (shout out to my number girl Karina she is the numerology GOAT with her 20 year study of the language)
And in my chosen field of study Astrology this comes up as my Gemini Venus and Mars and Pluto in the 5H.
But what I am trying to say is: l will continue to let inspiration come to me and act on it while I have the motivation and pause when necessary. Eventually, I will complete all my passion projects that have been brewing in my mind. But when you spend so much time focusing on one task or project, there’s a fatigue that can build that makes you all of a sudden hate everything about what you’re doing.
I don’t hate this old one woman show anymore. Taking the time to separate myself from it made me return to it with a much more detached emotional state. And hey some of it is pretty good!
So please enjoy a piece of: Years After Psychosis, and Where the Ruined Toast is.
